Upon further thought. It also works in reverse. When criticized or put down beneath the hurt there is a level of satisfaction underneath that. That I've been proven right. That I am that horrible/evil/worthless person I believe myself to be.

I reluctantly admit you may be right about the user name, glok.

I have no idea what to change it to though.

Any ideas? Preferably nothing too extreme in the opposite direction. lol

I can't handle anything implying I'm good. It feels like a lie.