A blank look,
A cold stare,
No makeup
Messy hair

In a zone
A dreamy trance
Depression, anxiety
In equal parts

An old memory
Someone reminds me
A brief remembrance
Of who i used to be

Sleeping when i can
A pure lack of energy
A complete inability
To talk to anyone socially

People expect too much
They expect what i cant provide
I feel like i'm a drowning
In the sea that is my life

When will it stop
When will the blackness cease?
Is this me for ever
Or can i fight this beast?

By me