Keep replaying one stinking tape. Oddly, at the time, this was said, I did ask what was meant. Around my divorce, knowing I have a diagnosis of MS, albeit in remission, 'daughter, whatever am i going to do with(or was is about) you?
Seriously? Ugh...just ugh. Sarcastic at this point, same as always? Nothing?
See, better, that in many ways, I was like a pawn.
A dad, would have told me, to put my wallet away, when I paid for the replacement tire.
His wife, wouldn't just out of thin air believed and stated my ex was the best life has to offer me, back then...
Only when it places in a favorable position.
And that drive, three hours north up the coast, kept thinking to myself, i bet his treatment of myself and my mom had much to do with those failed state political attempts. ..like everything to do with it...those were, the non father daughter years...
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