For me, it's focusing on the negative and feeling hopeless. I'm getting better at spotting the negative thinking, and talking myself out of it, but it is time-consuming.

And I've just felt listless lately... no drive...

Feeling like I need to react... to be on center stage... It just wears on me.... I crave and yet hate the drama.

I made some new friend through meetup.com and we have a private facebook page. I just see my posts as revealing so much more of the drama of my life. Their posts are boring....lol. and I'm jealous.