I don't want to be an attention seeker or have pity, I hate it when people pity me. but its tempting to do ED behaviors, cause maybe then my problems would "matter". or maybe i'd "fit in," as sick as that is.
the thing is its never enough. its just like your "ideal weight." no matter what you do with an ED its never enough. I'm not claiming to have an ED, I don't know only a professional can decide that. But I realize i have problems with body image and with food...and I'm scared. its not all glamorous like everyone makes it look. and I just want to know....are these feelings people with EDs or disordered eating, which I have, experience? I feel so guilty for feeling like this.
please, if you don't have anything nice to say, don't comment.