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Originally Posted by ThisWayOut
I'm a big believer in "goodbyes" even when they are tough. I would suggest at least contacting her for a termination session...
aside of that, is there a reason you want to "disappear" from therapy? I know when that happens for me, it is because I am trying to "disappear" from life in general, and it's much easier if I don't have the accountability of therapy. I'm actaully struggling with going back to my new T a lot lately, and have realized it's because she does not yet know me, so it would be easier to disappear without raising suspiscions... do you know what is motivating your desire to disconnect? (you don't have to answer here, but just soemthign to think about)...  |
The thing is I don't really want to leave. I am so afraid of feeling like I need or miss her, I don't want that, it makes me too vulnerable. And I would probably wish she'd contact me, and feel disappointed and abandoned if she wouldn't. It's like ScarletPimpernel described in another thread (Maintaining a Connection): ''I am SO excited to see her again...and SO terrified! I want a hug; I don't want her to touch me. I want to start working on my issues again; I don't want to say a word to her. I'm happy; I'm angry. I want her to be my T; I never want to see her again.''
Thank you for taking your time and answering me!
