Welcome, 2 sad. I am a fairly recent new member.

There is much love and support for you here. Also, good insights.

I've been a 12-step program for an addiction for many, many years, and I also highly recommend it. Esp. when we are struggling with financial problems that can make therapy seem too costly (especially in our sickness and despair), GA might be a good starting point. Therapy is good, too.

I hope we will be hearing more from you.