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Originally Posted by Sawyerr
The thing is I don't really want to leave. I am so afraid of feeling like I need or miss her, I don't want that, it makes me too vulnerable. And I would probably wish she'd contact me, and feel disappointed and abandoned if she wouldn't. It's like ScarletPimpernel described in another thread (Maintaining a Connection): ''I am SO excited to see her again...and SO terrified! I want a hug; I don't want her to touch me. I want to start working on my issues again; I don't want to say a word to her. I'm happy; I'm angry. I want her to be my T; I never want to see her again.''
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You must contact her...and if you can share about the dilemma of her being away and all those thoughts. I think you'll find that many patients experience those same emotions and thoughts.
You must contact her, from what I read she put it into YOUR hands...and she may consider it unethical to contact you for another appointment. Call her office at least, and inquire. That will be enough for her to contact you, as you feel you need her to do.