please lost, you need to go to the ER.. you need to get checked for STDS>.....
I know it is hard to go alone, and I know you do not want to trust anyone, to touch you right now, but you need to get checked out to make sure, he did not hur tyou..

Call a crisis line.. it is not your fault, I agree with what all the others have said..

I just hope I am not causeing "more drama" (MODS)

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I am not worthy of your love
I am not worthy of life
Let me die
Let me die, just let me die