the only addiction i have is tobbacco. I only allow myself the equal of 4 shots a week at most if i drink at all.. I used to party alot, that all stopped when my problems started, im also diabetic thanks to my symptoms and mental health courts forcing/ turning me to coffee with sugar so i have to be careful, im thinking of quitting smoking soon, but dont have the discipline right now. life was better when i was working and using cannabis regularly and barely drinking.