i understand that part too. at this point i'm only talking to one brother and am ignoring calls from my other brother and sister. they can't understand or support me so it doesn't do any good having them in my life right now. they only bring me down wanting to know why i don't snap out of it or get my s**t together. so i'm just trying not to talk to them till i'm in a better place. and trying to keep telling myself that that's ok. my siblings have done a lot for me financially over the years so the guilt is strong. but i can't let them drag me down emotionally anymore. and if your family is like that too i think it;s your right to not talk to them if you're not comfortable with it.

back to you.... ((((((((jax))))))))