I do a whole lot. Especially now in my life since I am getting up there in age and could be going soon. I pretty much look forward to it. I believe that I will go to Heaven and it's going to be much better than living here on earth. I never felt like I want to rush it to go to Heaven by killing myself, but there are times when I can't wait.

I am not very clear on what Heaven will be like on a day to day basis. I guess it's just a secret. I hope that I will not be disappointed. There are those who have "clinically" died and told about being in Heaven and what it was like. I believe that it happened to them, but I don't really believe that Heaven will be just like what they described.