This may end up sounding ridiculous, sorry in advance.

I think about it, but I subscribe to the many worlds interpretation of quantum mechanics. It states that there are infinite universes constantly branching off of events. In which case, I don't really understand how to resolve the me in all universes against the idea of the overarching multiverse... so spirituality can elude me sometimes.

I get confused by the idea of time. Our perception of time is linear from moment to moment, right? But spacetime exists and since it exists, I feel like it should be observable as a whole from a non-temporal vantage point. I wonder if when we die our form will change and rather than us being each a separate entity that experiences things from moment to moment and acts, we'll become part of some bigger whole that just is. I guess there's a lot to speculate about and I won't know until I get there.