wct74, what happened? What made you give up? I'm so sorry--sounds like life became too much to face. I hope you will gather support and gain strength to survive this without giving in.

Glok, you seem nuts in a good way. Reality is, after all, reality. My docs say i'll need assisted living in a couple years at the most, and if i pick up my addictions again i'll be dead within months. I trust their prognoses about as much as i do weather forecasts. We each will die when we die ... And right to the end we choose how long to prolong the fight. I don't think there are any wrong answers. Best wishes to you in finding whatever strength you need to do what you choose.

Roads