my life is unravelling as i type this...............thats whats wrong, direct'n............................

i have to keep holding on.............life could be a lot worse................but thats really difficult to see now.........................................sorry to rant, rave & complain just had to post..............dont want to hurt myself again tonight

canders; you did by posting -- ty
jin; ty - i hope you are better & dont need hosp
pat & jax...........thank you
lil -- my "family", my landlord, a few friends have turned their backs & really hurt me.............plus so many more lately...................reject'n..............but thank you, lil...........................thinking of you & sending healing powers........................
thx, direction for caring
fuzzy; im very sorry i (inadvertently) left you off my list.........ty for your support..........

thats all.