Thanks but I kinda feel like my clock is ticking in the baby dept. All I've ever wanted is to have a family.

I did speak with my bf and it was my suggestion we go out seperate ways. Tough decision but he has such a skewed sense of what happened. And his quickness to anger is just a sign of things to come, I would guess. There were a few other things as well that were red flags.

Back to square one. I'm sorry you have had a painful experience as well. But you are right. Keep trying to look on the positive side.