I kind of got that when I read it but I don't. My mood just shifts like crazy. I'm on Seasonale (the pill) but I've had these symtoms before that. I can become very serverely depressed, then next second I could be laughing and talking about something else without anyone saying anything to me to cheer me up. I just feel calm and happy sometimes, then angry, mad, depressed, pissed off at life another.
My mom says she's sick of it, and my boyfriend says I'm bipolar and I was like hmmm? But my T is sending papers over to my fam. doc so i can get ADD meds. Now I'm worried that will mess with me alot. My T said probably ritilin would be my med for ADD. But I used to SI when I got very depressed a year ago so I'm worried maybe ritilin would effect that even more?
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