sister, i am where you are sometimes.............you have a huge emotional need to cry but physically, the tears just don't come...................like they are dormant or something.................

they will come........they will come........they do for me.......almost everyday now...........

try watching sad movies like Secret suggested............or sad music............or god, the news this week.........they will come when you least expect it -- always carry kleenex............

you have my hugs.

des