Triggers triggers triggers
Haven't posted on here in a bit. I totally understand how you feel. I actually found out that I can't Even trust my T. Had been going to my T for about 5 or 6 months. When I got to him I was suicidal. He helped so much. I trusted him so much. Mor than I ever trusted any one. Then I started couples counseling with him and every thing went so wrong. He ended up calling me on the phone to tell me he wouldn't counsel me for couples counseling any more and to let him know when I was ready financially to start my own therapy again. That was it. Just dropped and maybe see ya later. I feel so abandoned. Also found our he was playing us both against each other. In just really so hurt because I leaned on him to help me believe in myself and now I know it was all a fassad(so)
So hurt so lonely so abandoned. And I self harmed again last night after all of those months of therapy. I thought I would never do it again, but here i am. And all I can do is feel sorry for myself and know that I deserve all of this because I'm s#!7