I believe in it totally. Probably why suicide is not as scary to me as it should be. When I start feeling suicidal the only thing that turns those ideas into reality for me is that I know if I did I would be dining my kids for life worse than mine. That would just then so much. And I'm scared to leave them without me. Not because I'm a great mom but because I care and put their needs over mine. In not selfish when it comes to that at least.
But honestly I'm looking forward to what comes next after this life. I hope my heart and my intentions have some thing to do with where I go next and who I am next. I think I have great intentions in just a total f up