I'm really sad that everyone is doing whatever it takes to make me happy and keep me alive.

I can't accept what they offer me, it's just not fair.

I'm not trying to be rude, I just don't think I deserve to be given good things.

I should be starving, all alone by myself, and be left there to waste away into nothing.

I'm crying on the inside now, and it just hurts to hold back the tears.

I'm scared of telling them that I don't want to be helped. I want nature to just do away with me and get it over with.

I want to end this suffering in my physical form and my energy to be freed.

I don't want people to live in misery.