You, Rapunzel, are truly sweet. I'm really fine, actually, which is the sad part. Sometimes I just get really... bad, you know? Everything sort of hits me at once and that's all I can think of to do. Almost like "I'll show them", almost like something else, almost like relief. Weirdly, the last thing on earth I want right now is relief or to fix it--it's like if I have an actual, big fat problem, somehow that'll make things... okay?

BLERGH. I dunno. I thought I had myself all figured out. I just hate making my parents upset, and I hate not being able to work like I used to. :|

Thank you so much for your kindness,
~muse

P.S. PM me whenever--I'm generally here!