A red panda...I think that is it. It is society pressures and those coming from closer to home. I get asked a lot at worj when I am having kids or if I am in a relationship and get strange looks when I say I am not planning kids or marriage anytime soon. I think more then anything I worry I will become an ageing spinster and that people will look at me and pity me. I get that pity from my friends even now. It makes me feel sick to not be referred to as a young woman anymore.