Hi, so sorry you feel so defeated in life. I know it is not easy, but no one is going to do it for you. You have to get out there and make a life for your self! No job? read this The Epic List of 45 Business Ideas for Work At Home Moms | TheSelfEmployed.com Want a relationship? you're going to have to put yourself out there. Meet people who can maybe help you, volunteer at a hospital or soup kitchen. Like I said no one can do it for you. You are still young...get out there and do something! Big hug for you and I hope my PEP talk works!!