I'm 34 & in the same situation as you are sort of. I have a few diagnoses, but in my opinion major depression is the worst b/c it makes me feel unhappy. The other diagnoses I could give a **** about, really, even if I feel intrigued by them sometimes. Anyways, what you describe sounds like the "inertia" I constantly experience (inability to move forward). Lots of words for this probably, i.e...procrastination, stuck, etc. I think you might have depression, because you're implying you have this huge lack of motivation and loss of interest in pursuing life...those are two big indicators of depression. Def. seems legitimate to me. I am in therapy once a week (probably could use more) and on medications, but nothing ever changes for me. Yet I wouldn't stop trying to get help. I don't currently have a job or friends. I have a college degree and my intellect is in full tact, haha, and I think I'm really pretty. Yet, these do nothing for me...my emotional life has been completely obliterated in my opinion. You're not alone.