hey secretgarden.

> Maybe baby is sick, maybe baby is well, maybe baby is just not sleeping, maybe the internet is down, maybe daddy is taking care of mommy, maybe daddy is taking care of himself.

yeah. i guess thats the worry really. that i'm so insignificant i've fallen off the radar. which is understandable, of course. i mean this is an important time in his life. it is understandable that his thoughts and attention would be with them. understandable of course.

but that doesn't make it hurt any the less.

he comes back early next month.

though whether he fully comes back is a different matter.
and whether he was fully present before is kind of related...