Well yes that was a bit of a rant Alexandra but Alameda... short of persecuting your therapist ... this is all excellent information that Alexandra has provided. It is important that we can rant and express whatever is in our soul and know that we can point blank spill it ... and still know we are safe to do so. We are opening our souls in effective therapy. This was a wonderful step for you. No need to guilt yourself. In order to get to where you need to be you will need to expose your raw soul however that may happen and expressing your anger to your T is a part of that..via a transference.

This could be a learning experience, hopefully for both of you. I think that this should not be swept under the rug but fodder for discussion perhaps off and on for quite some time to come.