If you switched 30+ out for 25, I could have written your post. I went to college, made all As and was told how bright my future was blah blah all of those years...and now I'm basically jobless (I have a freelance writing gig, but it pays very little, and they're constantly threatening to fire me anyway.), stuck living in an abusive environment because I have nowhere else to go except under a bridge, which would probably be better, no friends, never had a boyfriend, etc. I just can't seem to figure anything out for myself, and I wish I had someone who could help me get on my feet. I can't afford therapy, but I don't have any hope that therapy would help anyway because therapists have never helped in the past. I guess I shouldn't expect them to...they're not life coaches.

I know it doesn't really help to know you're not alone and can actually be annoying when people remind you that their lives suck too, so I'm sorry. I wish I had the means to help.