Thanks I kno im not but it gets so hard at time

I dont know anyone else who feels like this IRL so it can get very hard my husband cant cope with how I feel so he just tells me to stop being silly ect as he loves me so much & he cant stop me feeling like I do.

I have got up to 121lb at the moment & I know that is good but I just hate it so much & all the old feelings are coming back about not eating takeing slimming tablets ect & I just wish that they would go away & leave me alone