Thanks for all the input guys . I don't have a problem with accepting myself, I know I'm unique and I kinda like it, it just feels like I have to convince other "normal" people the whole time, that I can do things and that I can do things normal people do. I'm just tired of having to find diagnoses or whatever and then having to prove myself to others or explain to them. I just want to be treated like another man, without having to beg to be included or respected as a person. I'm not a freak, I'm just different. I don't have to be avoided like the plague. Why does everyone feel like they have to? I guess I'll never really know.