I am so sorry for your loss
I know that it is difficult to deal with losing someone so close and so suddenly. I think seeing a therapist would greatly benefit you and help you deal with the emotions you are feeling.
It may sound cliche, but I am living proof, time does heal all wounds.
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Allie
Diagnosed: Generalized Anxiety Disorder & Obsessive Compulsive Disoder. Previous: Borderline Personality Disorder.
I no longer qualify for a diagnosis of Borderline Personality Disorder, but there will always be my borderline traits that I struggle with especially during times of great stress.
I've been working passionately as a therapist since December 2016