Gee, that's quite a scenario and I'm sorry it happened to you. I am somewhat relieved to realize that when you say "T" you are referring to someone with a name that begins with a T and NOT A THERAPIST??? I kept thinking it was a therapist that you had trusted, therefore you realize my confusion with why you were passed out ... OK? Sorry.

No one deserves to have such intrusion of personal space, much more of body... I can understand where Mandala's coming from , too, though.

Obviously, though you have posted before of how you got over PTSD, you are still suffering from it. As this is a major trigger, I hope you can continue working through it with your therapist. You are to be commended for what steps you have taken, and where you are already, though.