The answer isn't to see a doctor. They'll give me meds for the depression and send me home.

I just want your opinions on what to do with the accounts. I need to work through this personally too and I'm asking how you would feel if you were one of my friends. Would you forgive me ? Would you prefer if I never told you?

I do have enough self control to not log in again. I did that with myspace and another website so far. I think I just need to pick one site at a time, and delete all of it.

Then I can work on creating real friendships.

I dont have $200 / session to spend on a doctor. So any advice that will help me do this on my own or with real people is appreciated.