recently i was PMed by a moderator that people felt excluded by a thread that i had in CC.

on that thread were people who had reached out to me when they were in severe pain and there were people that i had reached out to. it was where i was at that very moment. that moment only. these were people who were talking to me at 3 in the morning and trying to get through a night of pain and despair....and it went that way for me also.

i don't feel that i have to include everyone here when i've only had contact with a small group and we've been helping one another through some really hard times.

i did nothing out of malice and it was totally silly, to me, that someone complained enough to turn me in.

kudos is just one continual posting of the same names over and over and over. it doesn't bother me in the least. i am who i am and my friends here know that.

i hope that you don't feel too hurt, okiedokie, as i know this thread was just started as one of those "what ifs".......it wasn't meant for anything other than fun.

like zen says, we view things different because we have mental illnesses and if we shut everything down here, there wouldn't be any PC.

i'd have coffee with you..........i love your NAME!!! xoxoxo pat