Well I don't really, like you said when you get to that point you're not really thinking that way. But I'm guessing many of us in depresso-land read the news and hear about soldiers and civilians getting killed every day that probably loved life and we think...'well that would be convenient'. And no matter how self-serving, I think most of us even in our most painful moment would like to spare those that care about us the added grief of suicidal aftermath.