Jen I had a husband that I always found other women's phone numbers in his wallet. He wanted to be swingers, open marriage, anything you can imagine. I was a tiny little thing. all 92 lbs of me. I gave him what he wanted in the bedroom. It still wasn't enough. He cheated anyway. Just remember it is not you at all. Something in some males genes I think. It is like they have to conquer females for some reason. makes them feel like "men". we are here for you hon.