I'm so smart that I married three men who were crazier than I ever thought about being. I'm so smart that I let an art scholarship go because I was having too much fun self medicating. I'm so smart that I stood by an abusive drunk through three rounds of cancer. I'm so smart that I've allowed people to use me most of my life because I thought so little of myself.

So maybe that number doesn't mean as much as people think it does. And maybe I'm not really that smart after all.