Slipping slowly into believing old stuff about ruling the world and creating/finding world peace and some new stuff. Right now part of me knows they aren't true but that's not gonna last long...the rational is fading fast. Feeling extra extra good! Wow! This is happening really fast tonight. I hate being so aware and yet able to do nothing to stop it. Weird thoughts. Ugh! I hate being ever so partially rational. Can't post thoughts right now...gotta get off this. Don't want to post stupid s**t again.