(((((((((Moonkin))))))))))

At 17 your hormones are not fading!

Therapy is difficult and it is a lot of hard work. You have been showing tremendous courage by continuing to go despite feeling like you are not making progress. Please share these thoughts with your therapist. It might help you to feel "seen." I too have struggled with the disappearance of myself from time to time but have come to realize that it is necessary to keep sharing ourselves with others. As humans, it is in a social context that we can begin to see ourselves. Don't give up! Keep sharing here. We are here to help you.