I do get that Zwang, it is hard knowing what to say but it hurt that she just ignored me and didn't just say something, anything. It was so hsrd for me to do in the first place

Healing-i keep my distance now and I know she sees me differently. Like you say, you learn who your real friends are in times of need. I was always there for her so it hurts she couldn't be there for me. Thanks for understanding x