As I said above, still looking for a vehicle. Missing visiting mom in the afternoons. Kind of hard to do in the evenings and just didn't go yesterday. Got an appointment to my second ever therapy session Thursday and have no idea how I'm getting there yet. I'm out in the country - no public transport for miles around here. Feeling really down this morning about everything. My friends the other day seemed pretty well off and doing well. Nice pocket books, clothes, etc. I'm poor as a pauper. The purse I have right now has a melted handle from the fire (sister-in-law found it inside later and got it out for me) so have been carrying around my wallet only, which has rusty latches from getting wet in my purse from firefighter water and is kind of smoky gray in spots. Worrying about our water bill now. If I didn't have money woes, I think everything would feel kind of okay - despite what's happened. Been thinking about finding a part-time job, but right now I wouldn't be able to get to it anyway... Kind of vascillating should I or not. A little extra money would definitely help. But nothing around here but fast food places, grocery and dollar stores... I'd pretty much just end up a cashier somewhere again.