As you know I think how the NHS is treating you and others is horrible. I am not sure how you hang on as you have your mother and work to worry about. Normally I would say let yourself be the way you are and sleep all the time or whatever but with work looming that may not be a good idea. I am not sure how you could work in the state you are in. Are there any disability benefits available? If you are unable to go to a self help group how are you going to be able to work? Maybe you should try really hard to get to a free support group.
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The "paradox" is only a conflict between reality and your feeling of what reality "ought to be." -- Richard Feynman
Major Depressive Disorder
Anxiety Disorder with some paranoid delusions thrown in for fun.
Recovering Alcoholic and Addict
Possibly on low end of bi polar spectrum...trying to decide.
Male, 50
Fetzima 80mg
Lamictal 100mg
Remeron 30mg for sleep
Klonopin .5mg twice a day, cutting this back
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