I forgot to say, dumb me, I think my memory is not as sharp as it once was. I seem to be forgetting things all the time. Like sometimes my wife will get unhappy about it at times. Another whole subject is "WHY" my wife will say to me. Why this or that, why didn't you do such an such. Why's are expressed rather loudly. And many times I can forget seconds after I am told something. I just let it roll over me, but inside me it annoys me, and I do get tried of the why's. One reason must be I stay at home, and my wife is very busy with our house being built, and it's been hard on her with so much details, things not in, things done wrong, wrong things shipped, and all that yuck. Perhaps she will get better when we move. She has accepted very well me being BPII. Our commercial rental business my wife now watches over because it gives me the creeps. I have a hard time meeting with some people, rather. how do you say fearful. It's kind of hard to understand now the first 62 years of your life were not spent as it should have been because of being BP.