Thanks. Sorry for the delayed response. For some reason I don't get emails when people reply to me except once in a while randomly.

These memories have always been there, but I've never given them much thought for some reason. There are mainly two memories. One of them in particular is so bizarre. It's like this other person and I know a history explaining why this is happening, but I don't have that history. All I have is this brief scene that makes no sense.

If something happened I would rather not remember. If nothing happened I would rather not remember.

The issue with not wanting to be touched and not feeling worthy of friendship seemed odd.

I don't feel comfortable with hypnosis - especially for retrieving lost memories. I've heard this can create false memories.

I will stop thinking about this question for now, because I would hate to remember things, and I would hate to imagine things.