Here is a ideal get one of those safes for paper work that is large enough for your toy. When you are not using it lock the bad boy up. Now if you get thoughts of throwing it away take the keys to work with you and leave them in your desk until you change your mind. I would also come on here and tell us what is going on so we can talk with you. Now if you are worried about someone finding it if something happens to you write on the safe do not open. Oh if you don't have a place to store your keys get a small post office box in a town that is far enough away that it will take some time to get to and mail your keys there.