I will try, to be peaceful, safe is not a problem.. I have not had those kind of thoughts in a long while..

I have a contract that I will not break with my T, and I made a promise to someone I love dearly, not to cut anymore.. so I will not do it again..
Thank you for the concern..

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I am not worthy of your love
I am not worthy of life
Let me die
Let me die, just let me die