It's enjoyable to an extent but lately I don't get euphoria. I just get irritation, agitation, restlessness, etcetera. In march I had a truly harmless hypomanic episode that never got out of hand, never went to mania or psychosis, and that was awesome. But it is a rarity for me and I was foolish for playing with fire. I'm glad you can just take meds and calm down. For me I usually let it get way too far and then I do something stupid before medication can help me.
I would give anything to have a nice benign hypo episode...I would get so much done...but it's not gonna happen that way for me. I have too much negative stress going on right now.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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