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Old Aug 05, 2014, 04:09 PM
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Originally Posted by Tucson View Post
When I am hypomanic, I can make decisions with poor judgement. I can be very impulsive. I can understand the consequences of my actions but simply not care. I have learned that feeling europhic is not necessarily a good thing. It's like a high from drugs. IMO both (hypo)mania and drug induced highs can have similar consequences, including the crash that can follow.
This is very true and well said. I feel and experience mania similarly, but I usually become hyper religious and have believed that God is letting me experience Heaven on earth instead of thinking it is a drug. It's a wonderful feeling but the impulsiveness and not caring about the consequences (or believing you are free from consequences for me sometimes) make the reality a harsh one.
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