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Old Aug 05, 2014, 04:21 PM
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Originally Posted by lunatic soul View Post
When I'm hypomanic I feel just GREAT! I have so much energy and very good mood, I'm interested in thousand things, I can laugh everyday for unserious reasons, I can sleep less and do so much things.

Okay I am aggresive and sometimes psychotic but then I just took my meds and become calm.

Do you enjoy your manic/hypomanic times? Do you think it's sickness when you feel like that? (and I don't talk about falling back in depression, yeah, it sucks).
I always enjoy my manias; they are unquestionably the highest highs I ever experience. However, the delusions, bizarre behavior, poor judgement, often dangerous decisions, and the imminent sui depression that follow make it miserable to deal with in the aftermath. I definitely think it is sickness. I refer to the times I have been manic, especially if I have been delusional, as as times when I was sick. That is exactly what I was, VERY sick in my head.
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