What will NP say about the "un-normal" thoughts? I've done some research and I fear hearing her say that word..."officializing" my nighttime "craziness"(no offense). Maybe I'll call and cancel since during the day I seem to be okay and at night I stay in bed.

Although I am starting to "rev" up a bit early tonight. Done journaling at night. I don't want to read my un-normal thoughts. Wish I never posted or journaled. It's making me really nervous bout tomorrow.